Thursday, December 27, 2007


sis <3

i am trying to know what to do with my life, next summer, this new year that is barging in on us. it's a good thing me and sis have plans. it's a good thing my boys and i have plans. it's a good thing new year's is planned. a cottage in the woods. i couldn't be happier.

on my mind:
san francisco

tavastehus :)

in my head:
paolo nutini - last request


Sunday, December 16, 2007

shine a light

i'm balancing on a fine line between disappointment and gratefulness. christmas spirit? i don't know. things move so fast when there's a party and you talk, no boundaries, you resolve everything and move on. things move so fast when things are understood but in the wrong sense, and you can't resolve anything and you still have to move on.

you should never push anyone away just for caring. you might think you don't need this friend now, you've got enough friends that care. still, you should never push anyone away for caring. someday you might not afford it.

this is what i'm telling you. misunderstand if you feel like it, but i'm moving on. this is you having to resolve everything yourself.


Saturday, December 01, 2007


photo by: toffelito.

a new movie is being filmed. this is me and toffa hiding out in the Virtual Command Center.